Meeting the one is butterflies and roses, it’s also scary as hell

The funny thing about meeting the one is yes, it’s butterflies and roses, but it’s also scary as hell.

Before her I was in an abusive marriage, I was miserable, and hated myself. I hated life.

Then I met her, and life as I knew it changed forever.

Two years in and I’m still scared. Two years in and I’m still trying to run and push her away.

I’ve never had love like this. I’ve never had anyone treat me the way she does. I’ve never had anyone love me like she does. So naturally, I try to push her away.

That’s just what happens when you’ve been scarred so many times.

I also know, she’s the best thing to ever happen to me. No matter how scared I am, I have to fight for her. No matter how badly I want to run, I have to stay.

Love is scary, yes, especially with a past of pain and hurt.

But you know what’s beautiful?

Loving and to be loved for everything that you are ❤️

Making memories with them to last life times after this life.

Smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing till you cry.

Passion that sets your soul on fire 🔥

Knowing you can trust them with everything you are, and they’ll keep you safe.

Love, love is beautiful. So hold onto it ❤️

Author: Krista Korrine Smith – Queen Fitness
Pronouns: she/her
Titles: Personal Trainer, Fitness Instructor, Wife, Mum

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